re.written

I've never been a traditional girl. I write my own rules when it comes to matters of the heart. I am clad in a dreamer's hope, making smoke signals with my beggar's blanket, praying my love will soon follow. Gives a whole new meaning to keeping warm, doesn't it?

I have been blessed..

heaven.less. daze

lightening splits the sky
& I feel the words roll off your lips
bored(or)less
like a 1000 nights in 60 seconds
endless
& I'm lost in you

happy birthday Aaron

the ego dwells in the subconscious, the negative thought process. its cancerous to the soul. are you present enough feel the self pity manifesting into physical pain? like the cold steel of a knife twisting between shoulder blades. sometimes its a thick black liquid smoke boiling up inside of you. pay attention to this shift. your conscious breath will bleed out that dark energy. remember to meditate for balance.

Mr. Fino

I miss you. not a day goes by in which I dont think of you. I'm so sorry for the way everything happened between us. know doing what I did was the only way to take care of myself. & thats what you always wanted, wasnt it? your absence from my life is palpable. & painful. but I am so thankful to have met you.. the impact you made on my life will never be forgotten. maybe in another life I'll find you there.. when we're cats.. & the simple problems of our mortal world fail to exist & we can be friends again.. until then.. you'll never leave my heart.. I love you.

nowhere & everywhere..

somewhere between spokane & solitude

when father time & death collide

been a while

I've found myself looking forward to the rest of my life. the storms inside me have quieted.. but so have my muses.. & I feel like there could never be enough time.. I've been truly blessed with love from amazing friends. ...perception really is key.

b.leached & screaming ~ the heavens have fallen ~ burning kingdoms dying inside me ~ jaded beauty kissed in severed stitches