have I been fooling myself?
the magnetic connection
click & spark
that electric explosion of energy between us
was it ever really there
or had I imagined it the whole time?
maybe I've been in love with the man I wanted him to be & he was just never capable of giving me what I needed
maybe I've never really known love at all & it was all just a self projection of what I wanted love to be
does fairytale love exist?
Behind stardust & whiskey
I imagine him & I under a moonless sky
in the foolish hope of a forever (kind of) love
dancing upon molten wings of fallen gods
The Ascent of Everest ~ Molotov