theres nothing more intoxicating than the scent of him still lingering on my skin..

his love makes me feel like an innocent child at a summers eve carnival ~ with a hand full of tickets & a head swimming in the infinite reveries of the universe..

he is my hearts perfection.

I died the moment he wrapped his arms around me. I knew with everything inside me that it was right & even if I never saw him again, it was worth him running under every inch of my skin. through him I feel the universe. our souls fell in motion.. he made stupid jokes to which I replied 'I wish you would just shut up & kiss me already.' he paused like it was everything he had been fighting all night. it was electric. his lips met mine & the world exploded. I had found .... home, in his arms.

'you're naked before you even take your clothes off..'

I am Jacks wasted life.

left screaming.

theres some kind of tragic irony in the fact that every time you get your heartbroken its like tiny little razor blade tornados swirling through the veins of your soul. to your fucking core & you think theres no possible way anything could ever hurt more than this.. until you find the guy thats like, the one. after you thought the last one.. was the one. & hes maybe a combination of fear, self preservation hiding in his little closet of pain where nobody can get to him. if you love this person,to the depths you like you didnt think you could love anyone & theres just a chance that they could change their mind would you take it? your hearts already on the chopping block & theres nothing left to lose right? for love. I dont think its even been two weeks & its been suggested I'm dwelling. is that the same thing as risking this? if he can look me in the face & tell me he doesnt love me.. then I walk away.

I'm doing what I feel is right even if nobody agrees.

my heart is weeping for the pieces of me that will never know anything other than your name..

one way or the other I told you we'd set the world on fire ~ I leave you my heart in the smoldering ashes ~ shattered & buried neath our broken dreams

Before you doubt Love, doubt your own limitations. ~ Sean Harrison

rapture.

in the whispers of the universe our souls made promises to eternity ~ scared vows as mortals we could not keep ~ I carved the alchemy of my heart's mourning on the trembling lips of lovers dancing in the marble.d walls of heaven