oh my..

I am seriously glowing with all the attention my poetry is getting.. reposted by some of the biggest names on twitter & I'm being noticed. overwhelming, yet so exciting. *beaming*

your breath in my ear is the thunder in my heart

there is a part of me inside thats screaming.

his kerosene kisses linger neath my shadows of doubt

your memory is burnt into every blistering wound of me.

at the store.

me: you know what sucks about being vegetarian? I'll never be able to eat clam chowder again.

him: its ok you can eat clams. its proven they're very mean. they hate jews.

me: shut up.

this is why I love him.

today..

him: I'll never put my music career in front of you..

me: ...(bursts into tears)

James

he leaves me behind my watering eyes
& breaks his secrets in the wind
against time & heart
where no one knows his pain

so..

what happens when everyone around you turns out to be not who you thought they were? & what happens when the only one left you can count on is yourself, but sometimes not even..?

note to self.

turn your fear into curiosity

I'm learning

nothing in life is for sure. & chances are there is no 'forever' but I'm willing to risk a broken heart for more than I ever dreamed was possible..

never love a poet. she has created men the likes of which you could never aspire to be.

to live is to love you.

a willingness to risk everything for love.. amazing isnt it?

do you remember when we said we'd set the world on fire?

come.. & fall with me into the endless hole that is our love..