oh my..

I am seriously glowing with all the attention my poetry is getting.. reposted by some of the biggest names on twitter & I'm being noticed. overwhelming, yet so exciting. *beaming*

your breath in my ear is the thunder in my heart

there is a part of me inside thats screaming.

his kerosene kisses linger neath my shadows of doubt

your memory is burnt into every blistering wound of me.

at the store.

me: you know what sucks about being vegetarian? I'll never be able to eat clam chowder again.

him: its ok you can eat clams. its proven they're very mean. they hate jews.

me: shut up.

this is why I love him.

today..

him: I'll never put my music career in front of you..

me: ...(bursts into tears)

James

he leaves me behind my watering eyes
& breaks his secrets in the wind
against time & heart
where no one knows his pain

so..

what happens when everyone around you turns out to be not who you thought they were? & what happens when the only one left you can count on is yourself, but sometimes not even..?

note to self.

turn your fear into curiosity