wtf

so not even 3 months seems to be the average time to go from breaking up with me (even though you were supposedly so in love with me) cuz you need to find yourself, heal, cant be in a relationship etc fucking etc, to putting yourself on dating sites & even ending up in relationships. 3 fucking months. gawd dammit I wish this didnt bother me so much. I feel like I was lied to, back-stabbed... why do I feel so betrayed? ...

it hurts. alot.



why wasnt I enough? ...

this.. will hurt every day.. for a very long time..

...

why was everything else more important to you than me..?

surprise surprise..

who would of thought being dumped 5 minutes after sex would have such a negative effect on me? ...intimacy & sense of self issues. great..