Sunday, April 25, 2010

Rambling, Spilling & Writing

the less he's around
the more I get used to it
I think that hurts more than anything

I've forgotten what it's like to be held
fingers tracing the outline of my hips
a silent reassurance of safe

I'm a high maintenance woman when it comes to love
I need to be reminded, constantly
or I shut down
( maybe from the lack of attention
or maybe I've given all of myself that I can
without getting any of him in return )
it's just what I do
to keep myself warm
cuz sometimes there's just not enough heat on the back burner
& I never got used to the sideline view

I feel like I've lost my best friend..

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