so..

how in the hell did I end up the 'friend' to the ex that I still love, the 'friend' that has to listen to him cry about being in love with this other woman.. how did I become that? to top of all my 'whys' I now have the 'why not me?' built in.. maybe some people never see the amazing things they had until its too late.. because the distance is too much. because 'its not like you're right down the street'. one day, I hope to find someone who knows love knows no time or distance, no true fear too much to keep them from me.. someone who loves me as much as I love(d) him..