well fuck me.. one day, I just wont give a shit about anyone I swear. then the next time someone walks away I wont wake up every morning wanting to burst into tears.

one day..

I miss you..

'Love takes off the masks we fear we cannot live without and know we cannot live within' ~ James Baldwin

abandoned in thorton.

no matter how closed off I become idk that I'll ever get used to it being so easy for people just to shut me out of their lives. I think thats probably what hurts the most about all this. its just so easy to walk away & go about their lives..

when do I get to be the one that doesnt hurt over it?

I think that was the last time I'll ever expect anyone to stick around.

expectation is the root of all disappointment..

I cant believe I'm surprised at how much it hurts..

“Life will give you whatever experience is most helpful for the evolution of your consciousness.” ~ Eckhart Tolle

a healing relationship is based on awareness; in it both partners work to break old habits promoting suffering. they have to walk a fine line because compassion means that you appreciate the suffering someone else is experiencing, as well as your own. yet as the same time there has to be detachment, making sure that suffering, no matter how real, isnt the dominant reality. the attitudes that make for a healing relationship become part of a vision you hold for yourself & the other person.