Had you of taken the time to heal like you said you needed to (the entire reason you broke up with me..) then I wouldn't be so upset. I understand your loneliness, this most likely being the reason you've decided to put yourself back out there.. But by doing so you not only betray me but you betray yourself. Your need for constant distraction is you hiding in fear from something. Your hatred for being alone is a fear of really facing yourself and your pain. Sometimes you have to rip open those wounds and crawl around inside them, in the darkness, because once the bleeding starts the healing can begin.

I mourn for the pieces of me that will never know anything other than your name.

You never deserved my heart.